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wawdj@2004-07-05 22:49

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最初由 玻璃娃娃 发布
某然截密…………

图图是《向北》…………HOHO…………

（楼主：你砸偶场子！3次了啊！ 某然：偶飘……）


见鬼了,下次找来难一点得...
:o
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[原创]^ 祭祀过去 vol.22

wawdj@2004-07-11 04:53



心里混乱不堪,下周一就要闪人了.然而却发觉自己还没有准备好面对,我们都分别的太久了,怕你们忘记了我,怕自己忘记了自己,深夜里尽是梦,慢慢迈动沉重的脚步,茫然前行.六月过去了,一直一直都在怀疑为何时间流淌的如此匆忙,连贪恋回忆的时间也不曾给过.延着这条曲折蜿蜒的路慢慢走下去,还在不停的走,脚步未完,尽头未到,如果说花的凋谢是惨烈的,那么什么才是我明媚的微笑.不知道何时开始,联系我们彼此的只有奚落的文字,快要忘却你的面容了,快要忘却拥有过你的回忆了,像是一个最熟悉的陌生人,无论如何,想起你,心里只有痛,只有苦涩.我任性的选择了属于自己的一条道路,有时候想起那些被黑暗埋葬的泪痕,明了了这是个没有童话的世界,烟火璀璨的照耀着整个天空,我心里还是想的那苍茫的面容,到底是什么变了,抚慰着自己的面颊,泪不停的下落.渐渐的,所有的过往都变得遥远,那些称作希冀的东西都已经不复存在了,我不知如此的生活是多么令人困惑的戏剧,仿佛是对这十年来的一种讽刺,嘲笑着这样的生活,美好的回忆都不曾存在过,漂浮在痛苦流离之间的忧伤,我又如何去偿还那些记忆.面对镜子微笑,我不懂得原谅,所以选择忘怀,责备自己,深深的责备着自己的无奈和不甘,幸福在天边,快乐消散,傻傻的企盼,傻傻的等待,梦里朦胧的年华,我不知云去往的方向,风带走了诺言,花朵凋谢,然后无数的忧伤飞扬.
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^ 祭祀过去 vol.21

wawdj@2004-07-11 04:54



两年后,所有的童年,青春都不复当初了,留下惨淡的成熟,因为生活里有太多事情要我们去承担.独自在错综复杂的街道小巷里穿梭不停,迷失在城市里,人群来来往往,记得第一次踏上这个陌生的城市的时候,背着行李不停的寻索着属于自己的生活,一味的跟随悲伤,体会叫做迷失的感觉.渺小的是我,伟大的是生活,这不是充满激情的地方,这也不是浪漫之都,静谧的街道,奚落的人群都默默的孕育着寂寞和忧伤,枯燥的生活里有着强烈的归属感,那么悲伤,使人痛心的话还有难过的回忆,一直一直出现,重复不停.在这个悲情的年代里,我还是找不到可以替代寂寥的生活,雨落了,短暂而轻佻,道路尽是泥泞不堪的潮湿,无论天气的阴晴,我只是知道自己的心总是灰的,一切都是虚幻的,一切都只不过是欺骗.
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^ 你说

wawdj@2004-07-11 04:55



你说我是不是着魔了
你说我是不是太冷淡
你说我是不是过分寂寞
你说我是不是很忧伤
你说我是不是渴望太多

你告诉我到底我得幸福
在哪里?
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玻璃娃娃@2004-07-11 11:15

看见梦里鸢尾的氤氲气味……

命运双子的阴晴幻梦……
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hikura@2004-07-11 11:50

過去真的能夠忘記麼.........我從沒成功過...

記得小時候曾單純的希望雨水能帶走過去........
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wawdj@2004-07-11 14:36

我们都努力的忘记痛楚,是为了摆脱忧伤..
可是唯独无法忘却,唯独无法忘却..
所以依然忧伤.
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[原创]^ How could i pretend

wawdj@2004-07-11 23:17



Hurry up, time completely move for fatigue. Isn't that ridiculous? I am scared to going back home. Can't exactly remembered how many times i've watching the ceiling, too many confusion. Is it my life? is it?I couldn't manage me to rolling myself to the past. Sinking the memories, would i bury all my stories for the happiness? I woke to witness this, reluctant to drop the sadness, then put it away beneath the heaven. Will i helped this out, will i? What the hell is that could be. My life is just freaking out, i knew i really hate them but afraid to admit.
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^ 祭祀过去 vol.27

wawdj@2004-07-11 23:18



在尘世中沉浮的我们,经受住宿命岁月的许多挫折,一点点积累的幸福在一瞬燃烧殆尽,到底如何忍受这样的痛.你告诉我,到底我要如何不痛苦.还有24小时的倒计时,我却感到无边无际的冷,很惧怕回家,很惧怕,那个地方让我足足积攒了4年的怨恨,积攒了4年的不甘,和无数痛楚.或许这些都是命中注定,我注定不是一个幸福的孩子,what's my destiny would be.天降大任与斯人也,我宁愿不要这些,我可不可以,反抗挣扎,无论如何也不愿听天由命.伤心的和过去挥手道别,不知道面临的未来是什么样,昔年往日的记忆都消散了,我到底有没有属于自己的未来,你告诉我你告诉我,到底我要如何作,才可以抛弃忧伤.没有了希望,我只有绝望,幸福不属于我,飘零不断的只有伤悲.孤独的城,孤独的月,风沙下的景,唯有孤独.
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^ 祭祀过去 vol.28

wawdj@2004-07-11 23:20



有种希望叫做幻灭,真好,还有希望可以让我们撕裂一道伤痕,如果连希望都没有了,那我们还剩下什么.有人说,你拥有的悲伤是你的幸运,可是我却将它当作不幸,不留怨言的面对这一切,我做不到,世间种种痛苦反反复复,我却又如何淡然的面对,回忆拼命的逃离,悲伤滋长,我用许多许多的时间抚平这段伤痛,很无助是不是,眼泪大颗大颗的下落,咸咸的滋味,流尽了我的忧伤.舍利子,古老的传说里,它是可以治愈一切的灵药,这样便足以了,有了这些希望,我便要赶走所有的凄凉,痛不欲生,痛不欲生,我要离开这里,去很远很远的地方,去找寻回忆.走吧,都走吧,张开翅膀飞跃海洋,那边有着我要得希望,你说是不是,是不是是不是.
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^ Pause

wawdj@2004-07-11 23:20



How could i save this world.
How could i be the god.
How could i quit this game.
How could i suspended all of it.

Finally, i am heading all the way back home, a couple of things should be done before that. It is the moment, a moment to grasp the way to escape this sensation. I absolutely have no impression that when i was changed. Maybe every1 does the same way like i am , whether u could tell or not, i am definately different. Am i selfish, am i going to stubbornly continue for the sadness? Just look how sensible the peoples trying to walk out their pace, how long am i trying to fill my life with such odd things. It's just worse and worse. My lips are getting dehydrated, the pains are pretty intense. Although i could stand on all the injuries exclude the wound inside my heart. I've only got one dream,that is i wish i wasn't so misery. I just cried some more, again and again.
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^ Falling

wawdj@2004-07-11 23:22



24 hours so far, i just had a terrible feeling. It's the situation of sliding into the abyss. I am frustratingly out of countrol. I don't know if i am gently inclined into the excitement, i can reach out to stand that. Home means too much and too less for me. That's sort of the way that i am feeling the moment. It's ain't right, i don't need to be that tired, and frustrated. The exhausted thing made me unbale to see anything aheading to the time. Tears just slide over my face, actually it wasn't ther. I don't know how to give the clue. Nothing could be throw off my nightmare, darkness, despair, without hope, and future. What kind of prospects i had, where's my pace. I lost my way, i just lost it. What to do? I never expect any1 could come up to rescue me from this endless abyss. At the same time, at the same dimension, what's my destiny, what's that, will some1 please tell me. what my destiny would be. I am trying to push myself pretty hard. More and more, with no destination then there's no hopes. I am only feeling despair. Looking into the sky, something dropped off there.

A piece of time, a piece of.
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闲落@2004-07-12 00:17

i've watching the ceiling, too many confusion

貌似是i've been watching...
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lj407@2004-07-12 00:36

这三句有些小语病“I am scared to going ”“I absolutely have no impression that when i was changed”“every1 does the same way like i am”
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wawdj@2004-07-12 00:54

i am scared to go, i absoluately have no impression when i was changed,every1 does the same way like i do

写的匆忙就懒得管语法了.
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