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[原创]Seconds Away
dreamswn@2003-12-02 13:29
Seconds Away From Death (1st Part)
Her life is torn right after coming to the world, without seeing the picture of beauty, without hearing the music of happy, without feeling the touch of care. One life, one love, one world! Yet all seems way so different from others’ eyes. Who does she get to blame?
Now she is lying on the bed, knowing herself seconds away from death. Stare out from the window, trying to reach the soft golden sun, trying to imagine the happiness with friends around, trying to swing away all the discriminates. Yet a single arm is so puny and weak. How can it wipe off all the haze?
Tears burst out from her eyes. She is choking and crouching on the bed. “Dear Lord, I’m seconds away. I have four wishes to make: May I please enjoy one full sunny day? May I please have someone come and shake my hand? May I please have one day in school with friends? May you please wipe away the tears on other children’s face? I’ll be waiting here and quietly pass away.”
Seconds Away From Death (2nd Part)
We know you are stuck in the moment
We know you are hiding in the closet and choking
We know you are suffering the sorrow that none of us has ever been
But please be strong
We are here around
Please give yourself some confidence
You are beautiful as everyone else
Please don’t throw your life away
There are a whole lot of beauties beyond your window
Please hold on
You are not left behind
Life may be short
But it is never too short to make it shine
We reaching out our hands
Together to swing away the clouds in your sky!
Walk on!
Dec. 2, 2003
哀凌@2003-12-03 18:26
强人。
我要先这么说一句。
然后。
『Together to swing away the clouds in your sky!』
私是这么翻译这句的。『和你一起在属于你的天空中游荡（？）于云朵间』。啊啊，喜欢。^^
shuishui@2003-12-03 19:18
请楼住还是用中文把~~我看不懂啊~~
erhugod@2003-12-04 02:38
seconds away 是彌留吧？
我貼我的 ^_^
彌留
「或許我想做個記錄……
或許我真的不愛她……
……
趁沒有發生的時候，我要給自己一個準備，我想……
…… 」
打完了這段文字，思路已亂，要來的終於來了……
午夜飛車，我的心在飛騰，不實在的無重感……
醫院來電急召，已該有所覺悟……
你去吧，在我來到之前-------僥倖之思，或者我真的不愛她……
黃大仙醫院，很熟悉，我曾在這裏住過一段日子……
呼吸機，她還在，像個空軍機司，吸盤遮罩著口鼻，連著一條「洗衣機放水喉」；一吸一送間微微顫動，那是人為的呼吸……
床頭燈，昏黃，偌大的病房，一張張漸遠漸黑的病床，夜裏凝著不動……
在床邊，我守候…些甚麼？
「嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…」
「呼…嗞…呼…嗞…呼…嗞…」
「嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…嘟…」
「呼…嗞…呼…嗞…呼…嗞…」
心跳記錄儀，綠色波形，跳動，與 嘟 聲同步……
呼吸機，一漲一收，氣袋 呼嗞 作響……
守候…
守候…
守候…
漫長……
守候…
……腦中空白……
「嘟！………」
長鳴、驚醒、紅燈、按鈴、腳步、急驟、謢士、醫生、拉簾、心跳、注射……
簾內，守候，如枯槁……
眼前一黑，心絞，頭赤痛……
按鈴、腳步、急驟、謢士……
不是她，是我，請護士給我吊鹽水……
「嘟！嘟！嘟！嘟！嘟！……」急，連鳴，她睜眼，我捉住她的手，竟不懂安慰……
腳步、急驟、謢士、醫生……
「嘟！……………」
勸諭、放手、讓開、醫生、搶救……
站在一旁，心有所悟……
在死亡證上簽名，「節哀順變」，不知誰說……
在家，打字……
「她去了，我感到平安……
或許我真的不愛她…… 」
很累，睡了，電腦一直開到醒來，屏幕上閃著這兩行字……
心如深海般平穩無光……
訃告、殯儀、花圈、祭文……
披麻、燒錢、還禮……
一切完了……
直至一個人，站在她的墓前，我才哭了出來……
風，紙錢飛……
七成肺人
2001年11月27日
主旨︰ 不要將面對死亡的時間廷長……
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