悲悯唏嘘
为何总是如此的悲哀
为何总是独自一人蜷缩在角落里暗自神伤
为何总是如此哀怨的看着周遭
生活是否真的如此无奈
而你又是否真的经历了如此多的挫折
无病呻吟
原本便已生活于阳光普照的大地
却总设想着自己正身处冰天雪地的绝境
原本便已徜徉于安详的梦境
却总说着永远无法入眠的埋怨的呓语
不停嗟叹着现实的冷漠
哀叹着自己的孤独寂寞
独做悲天悯人的姿态
可怜着自己所谓的敏感脆弱
却残忍的无视着周遭所有的关怀
心里却还同时不停期盼着自己的拯救者
是否真得那么脆弱
既然如此希望被拯救
为何却又将心灵紧锁
不愿前进的人
永远也只能在自己狭隘而虚幻的空间里孤芳自赏
让时光慢慢蹉跎
如今的上帝也很忙
只能拯救大声呼唤的苦难者
因为他们比只懂得在原地哀怨蹉跎的人更懂得拯救的意义
想要体会温暖
每天清早抬起头看看那金色的阳光
想要感觉关爱
回过头多听听身边亲朋好友的问候
想要被拯救
在自己的眼前贴一张告示自己寻找自己的救世主
Fuss
She thinks that she is an angel with broken wing
She can’t sore, can’t fly
She thinks she is a beautiful butterfly in the brutal wind
She can barely step forward a bit
She flies into a forest
Rests on a leaf
She cries hard with tears constantly dropping on the leaf
She cries through day and night
From sun up to moonlight
She doesn’t know why she cries
But just wants to feel sad and let it all out
She is so dangerously addicted to her own little sad world
Always pretend to be the beautiful princess in the fairy tale and wait for her beloved prince to help
Always pretend to be the sinner and had long time living in sad and guilt
She has dreamed for thousand times to be the one and only beautiful butterfly that will vanish in the shinning thunder light with astonishing sparkle in the sky
She says she is sensitive and weak
And desperately needs to be help
But she doesn’t concern other’s care
Even if God would have given her a hand
She wouldn’t see it
She can’t hear anything other than her own scream
She can’t see anything other than her own illusion
She is just this little sad child
Helplessly drowning in her own little sad world
And doesn’t even want to step out
She is not a broken-wing angel
Not even a butterfly
She is just a pessimistic daydreamer
A mosquito
Bugging all the time
So annoying
So stupid
So contagious
She is the denial
Mar. 2, 2004
