国外某人翻译的。。。。orz跪倒中,这个好直白。。。。(eruruu被推的那一段。。。。)
Eruruu returns and says she will serve the sake. Hakuoro is silent, so Eruruu tries to
make small talk, saying the weather today was very nice, so she did everyone's laundry,
and then... She can tell he isn't listening to her, and she looks at him with her soft
eyes. After a moment, Hakuoro finally says that he has heard he is a man that killed his
own wife and child. She says such a thing is a rumor, and to not believe such a lie. He
asks what he should do if it is true, it is not impossible because he has no memory of
what he has done up to now. He pours more sake, and Eruruu assures that it surely is a
mistake, so he shouldn't worry. Up to now, they have been together and she says that
Hakuoro is not such a person, and would not do such a thing. She then adds that no matter
what, she will always be on his side.
Hakuoro is silent a moment, his mind hazy, and then he grips Eruruu's collar and pushes
her down on the bed, forcibly opening her kimono to expose her breasts. She lets out a
sudden breath, and he grabs her breasts, playing with them. Her body stiffens, and she
doesn't try to move or resist. He touches his hand to her cheek, and she tightly shuts her
eyes. Hakuoro asks what is it, she is trembling so much. As he hears himself say this, he
wonders why, if it is from fear, and then asks himself what he is doing.
Eruruu opens her eyes, questioning him. He says he is sorry, and she looks confused,
and he says it's okay, and again says he is sorry. He then pulls away from her, and she
asks him why. He says it seems he as had too much to drink, that's why, and he's scared
her. He thinks to himself about what he tried to do to this girl, letting himself be
drowned in emotion and throwing her down, but nevertheless, Eruruu tried to accept it even
though she was frightened.
She asks him if her body was strange somewhere, and he says that isn't it. She asks if it
is because she is not glamorous, and he says with force that isn't so. She says nothing,
and he says that right now, he just wants to embrace her, and feel her warmth, but he
doesn't want to embrace her in such a way. He says to embrace Eruruu for the first time, he
wants to hold her tightly like this. He takes her into his arms and she closes her eyes,
and before she can say anything he places his lips over hers, kissing her. He brings his
hand to the side of her face, and slowly pets her hair.
He breaks the kiss and says that though she has various openings, but now he just wants to
embrace her, and adds that she is much cuter than they said she was. For a moment she
assumes a blank expression, then her face turns a dark red from whatever it is that she
started to imagine. He laughs and says it was a joke, and she says that was cruel, and asks
if he is making fun of her. He said that was bad, so instead... And then he trails off and
buries his face quietly against her chest. He says that for a while, he just wants to
stay like this. She says yes, and he wraps around her, embracing her closely, feeling her
warmth. Before long, he feels himself sink into darkness.
Later on he gets up, and Eruruu's breathing as she sleeps is heard. He looks at her face,
noting how pretty it is in her sleep, and thinks that he shouldn't leave her kimono open
like that or she'll get cold. He shuts it and tucks her in, and says "Thank you, Eruruu..."