The Man I Love Is Not Straight
-----Summer always comes and goes by, but this one I guess I will never forget in my whole life. Don’t wanna write it in a sad tune. Cuz even it’s a sad story, it’s still a sweet memory.
With a cigarette in hand,
You were sitting on the bench under the sunshine.
With the gesture and feeling as an English Rocker,
My heart and mind could escape at no time.
I guess it is all love at first sight.
I hadn’t even talked to you,
I already thought you would be my Mr. Right.
So I asked if we could hang out tonight,
And you slowly said you would always be on time.
I was preparing, practicing and praying for the whole time.
But eventually you kept failing your promises for more than 3 times.
I was too blind to see there were always doubts in your eyes.
So I wondered if I was not good enough to be by your side;
If I had brought any troubles to your life.
So I called and apologized.
And eventually knew that you are not a straight guy.
I don’t know if that is the reason that you failed your promises all the time,
And kept me waiting for the whole night.
But I am never mad on you for the whole time.
I really don’t mind.
If I could just have the chance to talk with you sometimes,
If I could just can see you in work sometimes,
I am already satisfied.
But I guess things don’t always happen as what you would like.
Hope you could notice what I feel sometime.
I guess it is time to say good-bye.
看着你的脸庞感觉像在浏览博物馆
简单的五官却总也看不完
尽管已经开始感觉到些许的紧张
但是彷徨的眼神却总也逃不出你深邃的目光
还没来得及告诉你我的感想
电话那一端已经传来催促的声响
多希望你能成为我的博物馆
任许我随时随地静静观赏
从没和你牵手走过海滩
却已经感受到说不出的温馨和浪漫
还没和你携手穿越七大洋
却已感受到时间缓缓的流淌
只是为何你的眼里总流露出些许的忧郁与惆怅
你隐讳的话语轻轻撩开了迷雾中的真相
“I am not a straight guy.”
并不代表着有多少的不一样
没想过要在乎他人的眼光
只想一切变得简单
能够偶尔看看你工作的模样
不曾想过要让你喜欢
我的心情由我自己来思量
即使受伤我也无妨
这场戏只需要一个主唱
如果你能成为观众便是对我最大的赞扬
这个夏天太短
心还不曾随着艳阳一齐绽放！
July 19, 2004
