Don’t Look Back In Anger
Close my eyes,
All that come into mind is you standing under the sunshine.
Just couple sentences yet I felt the generous I’ve ever sensed in life,
Which I’ll never be able to tell if it’s real from your heart or just being polite.
By my own will, I choose to become the victim under your gentilesse;
Choose to chase your trail and believe you’ll be the one to save my soul.
I slowly lost myself while chasing the rainbow in your shadow.
All the roads in front of me become winding;
All the things in front of my eyes become smoggy and gradually fading away.
Tears unconsciously dropping from my eyes,
I was waiting for you alone at night and praying that you may eventually keep your words.
It’s cold and chilly outside, and is already dawn of another day.
I guess I can’t wait, and I don’t wanna question why you never turn down my requests yet never turn them into real.
After all the hopes and expects, you’re just my wonder wall;
Someone I will never be able to reach.
Standing in front of the mirror with a face full of tears,
A voice in mind keep saying “he ain’t never gonna burn my heart out”.
I guess I’m gonna start the revolution from my bed;
I guess one can’t always live in fantasy;
And should always draw a line and come back to the reality.
Try to cut through the finger with a blade,
Feeling the bleeding from my vein.
Still can feel some pain.
But even with all the cuts and wounds all over,
I still don’t wanna regret.
I guess I just hate to be upset about things already passed by.
I would accept and gladly taste all the bitter and sweet in heart and mind,
And slowly keep on moving.
I guess I’ll still picture you as generous and kind and like to take a break under the sunshine as always.
Never look back in anger.
The sun will always shine.
I hope you’ll have the same thought,
Live through all the troubles I caused,
And keep down all the beautiful memories.
July 14, 2004
